by Sherlock Holmess Thu May 17, 2012 2:28 pm
Sherlock was stretched out on the sofa and he had been for at least the last 5 hours. He had nothing to do, he hadn't had anything for the last 3 days. It was dreadful, it was driving him insane. Sherlock had 3 nicotine patched attached to his arm. If not for keeping him from smoking, then it was to get him high. Giving up on smoking, Hm. What a Joke. Ever since John got married he had smoked more then in the last years together. It had bothered him, it had bothered him a lot and it still did.
Mary was a nice woman. She was kind enough and willing to take care of John. She even allowed Sherlock to interfere whatever they were doing, even though he knew she wasn't to happy about it. But Sherlock never likes her and there had only been one reason. John.
His John. Sherlock had fallen in love with this ex soldier from the first time they got introduced to each other in the lab. He couldn't believe how easily it went. He had never been able to even like someone, let alone fall for them completely after only exchanging a brief amount of words.
When he got to hear the delightful news of John getting engaged and married to Mary, he knew everything they ever had was over. Things would never be the same and Sherlock was left heartbroken and alone in his flat in Baker Street. John had stopped coming along on cases and Sherlock was back to babbling to his skull. Though he had never showed any of his sadness to John. He wanted John to be happy, to be whatever he wanted to be. So Sherlock spent many nights dwelling over it on his own. Sleepless, restless and determined on never falling in love again.
Sherlock laid very still, letting the effect of the patches do their work. A few moments later his eyes shot open as the sound of the bell came ringing through. For all Sherlock knew it could be a client. He could use a client, he could use any kind of distraction right now or the walls could end up looking worse then they already did.
Without even caring about the way he looked, Sherlock shuffled down the stairs. His dressing gown wavering after him as he made his slow way down. He opened the door, hoping to see a desperate stranger offering him the case of the year. But instead he saw a painfully familiar face appearing right in front of him and within seconds he could feel his heart beating inside of his throat.
"John." He said formally, not putting any emotions in at all.