John was stabbed with a sad feeling, hearing how Sherlock had ended up interpreting the action in the dream- possibly their last time, done in Afghanistan? That sounded more like something he would come up with in his mind, that hadn't been how he had wanted to make Sherlock feel. Like a movie, the idea quickly played out in John's mind- John met Sherlock, who knows why he was there, probably an intelligence officer, there are weeks of bumping into each other, long glances, accidental innuendos. Something sets them off, perhaps Sherlock is mildly injured and John does the treatment- a kiss in the medical tent, sneaking somewhere private to take things further, months of clandestine, stolen kisses and moments. Then, the scene from the dream, moving into more dangerous territory, knowledge of one of them possibly not surviving the next 24 hours, that terrified, desperate battlefield sex that John knew so well, fucking just to remind yourself that you're sill alive. Maybe it was sweet, maybe they carved away a little private world, just for the hour, a paradise with each other, but even that would be tainted with the knowledge of having to go back into the fight.
That wouldn't do.
"Yeah, you can, but I want to rewrite your dream. No last times allowed. We just got engaged, we're going to be married, this is our beginning."
John wraps himself around Sherlock, kissing along his jaw.
"It's early morning, I'm in my tent. The sun has just risen high enough to start beating down, and the desert heat is starting to creep back into the air."
"I'm pulling on a fresh pair of trousers, my shirt off, when I hear someone step into my tent. I turn, about to yell, when the sight before me makes me freeze. It's you.”
“You’re an intelligence officer, and you’ve fascinated me since the first day camp was set up. I had a tendency to stare at you, too intimidated to actually approach you and talk to you, but you always seemed to be around, and I watched. I watched and observed, and even though we had never spoken, I felt as if I knew you better than I knew anyone else in the troop. One evening I see you stumbling on the edge of the camp- something has seemed wrong with you all day. I approach you, and see that your skin is flushed and your eyes look feverish. I drag you to my tent and strip off your shirt. You’re hurt, the wound is actually a few days old, not bad, but you’ve let it get infected. The infection is spreading, and needs to be treated. I clean the wound, and give you antibiotics to counteract the infection. I then stay up the night, watching over you, wiping your face down with a wet cloth when you get too hot with the fever. By the morning, the fever has broken and you’re back to normal. You thank me, and I give you some medicine to take to make sure the infection doesn’t return.”
“After that day, I see you watching me. Suddenly, I find myself getting extra rations every now and again, and my name ends up higher on the list for nights off. I work up the courage to sit with you at a meal, and we start to talk. We hardly have anything in common, but speaking to you is the most natural-feeling thing in the world. Instead of playing poker at night with the other med guys, I sit with you on the edge of camp, just talking in the quiet desert. After a few months, we finally kiss. Things pick up on our front, and we don’t get peaceful nights together anymore, just stolen moments.”
“A new deploy comes in. You get your release, you’ll be going back to London.”
John stops for a moment, the next part of this is true, and it still hurts him to think of it. If it hadn’t happened, if he had left in that deployment, he would not have gone on the mission that resulted in him being shot.
“I was supposed to be leaving too, but instead I get the notice that my service is being extended another 4 months. We’re both heartbroken. We had planned to return to London together and buy a flat. It’s strange, we’re not properly boyfriends, but I can’t imagine staying in the war without you. Watching you leave on the plane is the hardest thing I have to do.”
“Now though, inexplicably, you’re back. You’re standing in my tent. Except you’re not in the doorway anymore, no, now you’re right in front of me, pressed against me, holding me in your arms. You’re whispering something in my ears, and I can’t catch it at first, but I realize you’re telling me that you talked to your brother and worked out my release. I’m coming home the next day, right before we go into the worst area of fighting. Every man in the camp was dreading it, wishing they could get out- estimated survival rates were low enough that some men had run away, snuck out in the night. You were pulling me out right before we went in, most likely saving my life.”
“You help me pack up my bags, and we get lunch. After that, you take me out in a jeep. We drive into secure territory, places not destroyed by fighting. I can hardly believe my eyes. We stop at an inn, the place you’re staying. It’s small, the room only has one bed. It’s hot, but a breeze is coming in through the window.”
Now that the scene is properly set, a good dream, John lays back on the bed and looks at Sherlock
John looks over at Sherlock.
“That is your new dream. You have managed to save me and get me out of hell. We’re going to go home and live together. You haven’t seen me in months, and we’re finally reunited. I just said thank you,” John gestures to Sherlock’s cock, “to you. Now, how about you show me how much you’ve missed me these past few months?”
((Hmmm, that did not at all take the direction I was expecting. Sort of just ran out of my control. I think I like it though.))